here's to you.

i'm thinking about an old friend tonight.

i want you to know that i think about you often. i really care about you. there are so many times i just sit and wonder what went wrong. what did i do? i hope that you are happy. and i am not being sarcastic. i thought that we were going to be friends forever. but i was wrong. and i hope that you are happy. i hope that nothing is missing in your life. i hope that when your head hits the pillow every night you are completely satisfied. and most of all i hope that someone else is getting the best of you. like i did. every story i tell about you hurts a little. but i guess in a way it heals a little. you were the first friend to take me for who i was. i love you so much. you are an amazing person. go out and make something of yourself.

<3