after class and after schoolwork i decided to take a ride. i just really wanted to get out. it was a really nice day out and i didn't think it was necessary to get drunk like everyone else. i went down the hall to see if there was anyone who would accompany me to the park. when i asked, everyone looked at me like i was crazy. almost everyone thinks that it is so weird that i don't party often or smoke daily. and to be honest i think it is weird that nobody wants to just wander around on a beautiful day like today. well eventually i found nathan and he came out with me.
walking through the park was so relaxing. i felt like i could forget about the stresses of moving and just be me. the scenery was beautiful and the walking was healthy. the fresh air made me feel so much better after being sick since saturday. it would have been nice to have my camera and get some good shots, but i'll be back there another day, so i'll do it then.
i don't like drinking without an occasion. and i feel as though people here drink for no reason. just because they are bored. i've never been a big party girl and i don't think i ever will be. and i just wish that people would accept that. but they don't, instead they try to push me to drink. i'm not going to drink with people that i'm not comfortable with. and i definately won't drink just because you told me to. that's not the kind of person i am.
so here's another blog that ends with me suggesting to you to be more accepting of everyone else.
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Girl!! Jack Daniels Forever!!! But No one should be forcing anything on you!! You being who you are is why I love you so much! You are such a free spirit and so incredibly intelligent for a girl in the so named "party years" of her life. But you are one family member I don't have to worry about, cause you are strong and able and intelligent enough to make the right decisions on your own. And okay. i'm so gonna stop annoying you with my rambles! I miss you though. You are all away at college and I never get to see you. But it's good being able to know your safe and happy and finally finding time to relax and enjoy the beautiful weather we have been having!! I LOVE YA!!! :P
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