Me.... flat out

so lately i've been feeling that i should write my next blog just about me. about what i like, what i love, and what i have extreme, unnecessary hatred towards. i'm caught between two thoughts. sometimes i feel as though i am completely my own person and am totally unique. and sometimes i feel as though i am exactly like every other 19 year old girl in america. so really i can't tell you if i'm unique or not, but i'll let you decide. and as usual my thoughts will be scattered so bear with me.
i love skirts. they are the one piece of clothing that can make me feel beautiful. i hate wearing shoes. i love riding with the top down on my convertible. i love big sunglasses. large bags are a necessity for all of the shit i lug around on a daily basis. my most favorite weather= summer night thunderstorms. i love reading. i love going to the park and getting away from my problems for an hour or so. i hate being broke. and i don't have a job so i always am. i over think everything. i organize everything. even things that don't need to be organized. my opinions never stop changing. i can't make a decision to save my life. but i'm ok with that. it just means i will see much more of the world before i settle down. i truly believe that one person can make an impact on the environment. i have an extreme, unnatural hatred towards people who chew loudly. i don't like when people move my shit. and i hate when people leave the toilet lid up. i wish i was skinnier. i wish i was prettier. i wish i had better skin. but i know that even if had all of that, i would still find flaws. my friends mean the world to me and i would do anything for them. i love vanilla ice cream. i hate when people cut their spaghetti. they make the pasta long for a reason, TWIRL IT. i look silly in hats. when i find a piece of clothing i love, i wear it till it dies. i have a weird obsession with feet. and sandals. especially on men. i love cuddling. it makes me feel safe. i hate being talked down to. i am not stupid. i catch on quicker than you think. and just because i am young, does not make me irresponsible or uneducated. it just means i am less uptight than all the old farts i have to deal with. i'd love to say that i'm a free spirit, but i have a plan and i know what i want to do with the rest of my life. i'm cautious. i am way to selfish to ever have kids. but i'm looking forward to being an aunt one day. hopefully NOT in the near future.
my life philosophy= be generous to others and to yourself. if you have the ability to give to the needy in any way possible, DO IT. one day you will need the favor. and for god sakes don't wait until somebody does you a favor to start handing them out freely. what i mean when i say be generous to yourself is that you shouldn't sell yourself short. everybody has an ability or talent, and you need to run with it. under no circumstances do i feel that it is ok to let your life go to hell because you are lazy, or haven't been dealt the best hand. life is work, but if you find a job you love you will never have to work a day in your life. and LOVE, with all of your heart. don't ever stop loving. a life lacking love WILL be your demise. be passionate. about what you are passionate does not matter. what matters is that you have something to be passionate about.
i hope you've enjoyed my ranting. it's time for me to get to bed.