Thursday, May 14, 2009

gnarliest bruise i've ever had and some current frustrations




i just want this to be over.
maybe to have never happened.
what did i get myself into?
i want everything to go back to the way it was.
and i want to have never been hurt.
i don't want to talk.
i don't want to act like things can be made better.
i want to sleep and wake up not in pain.
i want to forget about the hope that ever found it's way into me.
and i want to sit around with my friends and be completely satisfied.
i want to not have any more bad luck.
and more than anything i want to find just one friend in this city that becomes my everything. i need a support system more than ever.

the happiness i had created is falling apart before my very eyes.

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