fuck this.

everybody keeps telling me i deserve so much. but then they go and screw me over.

so i'm not quite sure how i got to this point. it all happened too fast.

i just wanted to come to new jersey and forget about everything. and the thoughts just keep running through my mind.


i don't know what to do about liz, about school.

i just wish tim would move to philly. i could really use his love right here, right now.
maybe i can convince him to come to the city tomorrow and introduce me to a cute boyyyyyy.