a bad day.

i know i say this all the time, but this semester is kicking my butt. i really don't know how i've made it this far.

yesterday was supposed to be a de-stress day. it was far from it.

my mother likes to impose schedules on my life. they make me miserable. everything that could have went wrong, went wrong. i know that this is not the case, but my day was so shitty it felt like people were trying to make it that way......well, maybe some were.

so i am cleaning my apartment. because i know that if i am in an ordered environment i am in a better mood and i can get stuff done. and god knows i have a lot to do. so i am cleaning, then showering, then not thinking about those who are causing me turmoil. yes, turmoil.

(ok, i may be exagerrating. but, still. i AM pretty upset.)

so, sorry for the uninspiring blog. but i am trying my hardest to start this week off right. so be looking for a blog (hopefully one that is more thought-provoking) in the next week or so.

peace.