general thoughts of the day

i decided to start posting more often for several reasons 1.)it helps me to vent my feelings 2.) i really hope that someone will care enough to read 3.) i'm the kind of person thats needs to see my thoughts in words in front of me.
so i guess i should start off with a mini introduction of me. i'm a romantic. so a lot of these will probablly have something to do with love. i get frustrated easily. i am trying to change my life for the better any chance i get.
so on with the events that have shaped my mood of the day. i am stressed about homework. i am stressed about final grades and exams. my boyfriend is not coming to visit me tomorrow. so pretty much today was not as good as it could have been. i was sitting in the lobby, not wanting to come back to the apartment, feeling shitty. nate came to sit with me and talk, then randy, then melissa. it made me feel a lot better. it is absolutely amazing what an intelligent conversation can do for your morale. just knowing that there are people here at DCAD that aren't quick to judge... and that are good people makes me feel good. It's hard to find people worth talking to here, but i think i'm finally learning who i can trust. i really miss my friends back home. i miss brian too. all of this is pretty stressful. but i keep on thinking that this will make us or break us right? i feel so many different ways about the relationship right now that it is hard to categorize anything at all. i'm going through a really stressful time. my schoolwork is off the wall insane. i'm not happy at this school and i want to leave. but i know that i am getting a good education and i love the staff. and also there are people here who i come across every so often that really make me want to stay. thank you to those that are true to themselves and are accepting of others. you are beautiful.