Wednesday, July 21, 2010

i am freaking out.

you want somebody that loves you, accepts you for who you are, somebody to be with.

from the moment i met you i've loved you for exactly what you are. you mean the world to me. i want nothing but for you to be happy. i encourage you to make wise decisions. i love you and want the best for you. i laugh at every single one of your jokes. even the ones that aren't funny.

and i just can't seem to grasp the fact that you don't want me. it honestly astounds me.

but maybe the real issue here is that i am always wanting something that's bad for me. somebody that doesn't appreciate me.

i'm really trying hard to stop this cycle. i've got this great guy that likes me for exactly who i am and i don't really know how to handle it. but i'm going to try my hardest because it's something i've always said i've wanted.

i've just gotta take a deep breath and take it slow.

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