i can't seem to figure out what to do today.

and worse than that, i haven't really been able to find motivation lately. beyond working until my next day off.

i talked to my aunt dee last night and i must say it's rather depressing explaining that i'm not in school anymore. i feel as though people are judging me, even though i have goals. even though i'm not just quitting.

mom wants me to join the fire company. kat wants me to take boxing lessons. christina always wants me home to party. and i just don't really want to do any of it.

i'm content and i'm afraid i'll get stuck right here.
but then again, what's wrong with being content?