i'm so stressed over all of this.
so scared that this won't be right.
scared this won't be good for me.

this is so hard.
but i don't think i've ever wanted to succeed as bad as i do right now.
i'm so over this chapter in my life. i want school to be over. i want to deal with different kinds of stress. not this. not anymore.

i can't live counting down the days anymore. it's utterly depressing.