i'm not going to lie:

this sucks.
he could have at least waited until after finals. geez.
i really like him.
i had my guard up for so long.
and just as i start to fall...
never fails.
i like the way he smiled when he kissed me.
and the way he makes me so nervous i fall off my bike.
i like the way he calls me adorable and made me feel wanted.
it's weird to me that it wasn't all genuine.
i like the way holding hands was never awkward because we're the same height.
i guess it just took me off guard. it was so sudden.
i like the way i don't pick him apart like i do with most boys. i like him for who he is.
i suppose i've got no choice but to keep my head up. i'll find it.
i can break and take it with a smile.

next chapter, pleaseeeee.