i can honestly say that i'm sorry and i'd take it all back if i could.

not because of what i've gotten myself into. because god knows, i've gotten myself into bigger messes and came out just fine.

but because i love your crazy ass.
because i would be devastated if someone i cared about was that mean to me.

my life is a mess right now and i can't wait to get things back on track. it's hard to be such a disaster when you've got nobody to help you pick up the pieces.