can't sleep.

thanks for everything joe. it was wonderful talking to you.
and jay too.

what great conversations at such late hours.

not much else to say. i mean i feel like i have a lot to get off my chest, but i don't really know what it is. sometimes my fingers move and things come out. and sometimes it just doesn't happen. i've been on edge the past few days, i'm not used to it and i don't like it. not at all. but could i tell you the problem? no. so i feel like i can't fix it.

i need to go to bed. i've been up since six am. and i'm so over being awake.

i'm missing so many people lately. :(

liz forced me to go on a run with her today. and then we came home and did some crunches and danced a lot and stretched. and it was great. i like working out, but i never have any motivation or somebody to keep me going. so i enjoyed it. except for the running. i fucking hate running. but we worked out so late so now i'm wired beyond belief. i've cleaned the entire apartment. and i still can't sleep. never again so late.