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it's funny that we envy other people that possess flaws just like ourselves.

being in this city when everyone is still comfortable in their life makes me somewhat jealous. god knows it isn't because they have anything i don't. i seem to have the world at my fingertips here. but jealous because they still have each other. they still have the day to day to laugh and not care.

and i must not let my eyes stray from my goal. because if i lose sight i will surely fail. isn't it funny that failure will lead me right back to where i desire to be? but i'm here. i can't quit. and maybe if i succeed i can return happier, and more secure.