i haven't really sat down to write in a while.
i don't know what to do. school is not making me happy. but i just get the feeling that i can't quit now. i get the feeling that i was MEANT to do this. to overcome this.

i scheduled some sessions this week to sit down and talk with people about changing my major. i think i really want to do drawing and painting. what a challenge!

i want to be a teacher. to inspire little children and to make sure they never lose their sense of wonder.

i'm doing this for ME!
and for my family. they are my everything.