elizabeth

i always end up throwing all of my feelings into a person and getting hurt. i don't know why, but i love so deep. i thought we were on the same level here, liz. i thought we were in this together. i thought this was a real friendship, not something that was convenient. but you back out as soon as things gets rough. i love you. and you have no idea how badly i need you right now. i honestly have nobody in this entire city. but this isn't even about me. it's about you. i want you to be happy. i can relate to what you're going through, but you stubbornly refuse my help. it's so hard to always be the optimistic one. but i truly believe you are a good person, i want you in my life, flaws and all. i love everything about you, and you want nothing to do with anything besides your own misery. if nothing works out and we end our friendship on a bad note, i want you to know that i would do anything to make you happy forever.
i really am trying my hardest. sorry i will never be good enough.