ugh. i don't know if this is what i want to do with my life. i feel like quitting and moving far away. i just want to paint, and be happy, and not worry. these people are unimportant in the bigger scheme of things, but i let them get to me. i need time to figure things out. but time costs money. which i do not have the ability to waste.
i want to live in italy. aline always spoke of it so highly. and i want to be there, and experience those people. i want to love my life and be happy.
and despite my optimism, things just aren't going my way.
and i think something clicked tonight. i might switch my major... again.
i want to do fine arts and teach art, and be poor, and happy.
i'm not sure if a steady job will really make me happy.
i could really use a best friend right now.
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