i'm so good at putting things off, i don't even realize i'm doing it. no matter how many promises i make to myself, i always break them. i don't know what's going on. i keep letting everybody down including myself. i want to be a good student, but i don't want to work at it. i want to be done school. i'm so fucking over it. i just want to start my life!

i think i'm depressed.