worried.

about stephen.
i'm getting attached. and i really, really don't want that. but he's so sweet and fun. as christina would say, i'm definitely boo lovin.
penn's landing was amazing in his arms.
and i love the way he listens to me.
his eyes make me melt.
his life is so different from mine and he brings a lot to the table. it's so nice to just sit and have a conversation with him.
i'm just frustrated with myself. i don't know what to do.
he's not the man i want to spend the rest of my life with. guaranteed. but i'm having soo much fun.

i dont want my heart to get caught up in this. but i know myself all too well.