cloudy day...

so everytime i have a whole day to do absolutely nothing, the sun isn't out.

i just want to lay out in the sun and go in the pool.

christina has work until four. and i have work at six.


but, i'm happier. i really do think i am.
and i just want to express how thankful i am for kalli. i haven't really talked to her for about two years. and i'm back at acme and i need to talk and she's right there. nothing has changed and i love that. she's smart and logical. and she's says what needs to be said, not what she thinks would make me happy. but oddly enough, what needs to be said makes me very happy. i'm so happy for her and mikey and i wish them the best.

and if he really doesn't want to show me how much he loves me, because he's bitter, well then... fuck him. i've got better things to worry about.

taking charge of my life is really scary. but i feel great. things are changing, right now.