Sunday, July 8, 2007

different chapters, different genres

so i've had a little time to digest the entire road trip. and overall it was an amazing experience. looking back on things, it was kind of like a coming of age thing. now i've earned the right to call myself an adult. and honestly i learned more about myself than i did about anything else. since i made this decision by myself, despite what my parents told me to do, i knew what i wanted.
i have learned that i can't be so shy. i need to voice my opinion. i seriously need to let people know how i feel. writing a blog once in a while isn't cutting it anymore. not that i will stop writing. but anyway when i love someone i need to let it out. i always keep my emotions inside. and i always thought that made me a stronger person. but i now realize that the ability to talk to people about how you feel makes you strong.
so this will take a long time. because by following through with this lesson i will be taking my life in a whole new direction. but it needs to happen. and it has started already.
to everyone close to me: thank you so much for always being there for me. you have no idea how much you've helped. i honestly don't know if i'd still be alive if it weren't for the love and support of friends and family.
so this is another change that you will hopefully see in the near future. a whole new me.
lovin you!

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